cloud nine

i have been so incandescently happy these last few weeks.

i find myself smiling at the little things in life. 

things i might normally have missed. 

if i said i don't know why that is, that would be an outright lie,

because i know without a shadow of a doubt why i have been so cheery. 

men. 

they are the worst. 

yet they have the ability to  brighten your day by merely a few words? 

its messed up. but i like it. 

and i like it a lot. 

i wake up looking forward to what the day holds. i have a new found enthusiasm for life.

its silly of me i know, but this whole situation is refreashing in most ways, 

yet weird in a few too. 

its been two and a half years since i've felt like this. 

and i have needed it, needed to get over the past, and this is helping me do just that, and much more.

thanks Y chromosome.